happy but not

My best friend and I are super closer and I love her. Her and I have been through hell and back. Well we each have boyfriends. I have to say I'm very jealous of her. I love my boyfriend and I would never be ungrateful. I have a 2 year old daughter with my boyfriend. When I was pregnant my boyfriend didn't even want to touch me or make me feel loved. He did everything he could to be distant. It hurt me so much. My best friend is now pregnant and her boyfriend thinks the world of the mother of his child. He is all over her. She's upset or something has gone wrong and he's at her feet cherishing her and making sure to put her in the best mood as possible. And no it's not like she doesn't appreciate it. She loves him and it made me more than jealous to see what she has. Of course I hope it last forever and that they will both cherish each other till the end of time. I guess I'm just a sucker for romance.