Rant of wrong life decisions

Samantha
After 9yrs together and two yrs of trying I'm pregnant. All I ever wanted was to be married then get pregnant, now I wish I never got pregnant I hate it all. I'm only 6 weeks now I'm thinking twice about this and thinking the unthinkable. He said I have a fake doctor appointment and I don't want him to go with me. All I'm ever going to be is a baby momma and hate him for the rest of my life, I know it. Wish I can take it all back and never met him or just kept walking past. Just say NO don't waste your time on any man that will lie to you for someone else feelings but hurt your over and over again while lying to your face for someone else. Put self first never lose you.