I dont usually post anything because i been grieving in silence, but how long does it take til it starts getting easier? I miscarried for the first time October 5 2016. I was 5 weeks along an was supposed to been my third child til i had blood work done an my numbers weren't going the way it should an the day doc was going to tell me i was having signs of a miscarriage was the day i lost our baby. It was hard an me an my husband took it pretty hard at first but knowing i was 5 weeks along i thought surely id be over it soon. An well i would be fine an then be sad off an on for the first week an half an then i got to where i was fine. Then husband an i decided we want to give this another try an then i was to take a
pregnancy test at the doc because i came down with a yeast infection an had to test before being treated an with husband an i trying..i knew it be negative cause it hasn't been enough time. Of course i tested negative but it also made me sad again. Deep down i was hoping but i knew it wouldn't. I want this to get better but seems like i get to doing better an then something so simple makes me want to cry. I wish the pain of my loss would heal already. I'm always worried i will go through another loss an i don't want to think like that. I don't talk to anyone about how i feel because not everyone knows this feeling an i don't talk to my husband much on this subject cause i don't think he knows the right words to say without upsetting me. I sure do hope this will pass soon.
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