is it ever going to happen 😢

After waiting and waiting then finally being told I could start my Ivf this month BaM! My period came and the day I went to the clinic I am told I have to wait till after the new year now!!! Because my blood test shows I'm suspect ammune to rubellameasles, so in stead of ringing me and explaining this before they waited till my ivf day to tell me so now I have to have my mmr jabs and wait 8 weeks 😩 it's never ending I just want a family I just hope that in January my ivf goes well and it will all be worth it because I'm just drained and fed up of trying ! X