I want to move back home 😩😩

I'm so depressed about this situation! My husband and I have been together for 5 and a half years. I moved countries to be with him! St the time it was exciting and I wanted to live in the US! Quickly after moving here I realized how homesick I was. He had 2 years left of college and the plan was to move to CA (where all his fam are) once he graduated. We've now been living in CA for a year, within that year we had a baby. Iv been living away from my family for a total of 3 years! I keep asking him for us to move back but he refuses for good reasons (almost impossible for him to get a visa in my country - he would have to come as a visitor for 6 months and not be able to work, he has student loans to pay off) anyways last year right before finding out I was pregnant (failed contraception even tho I love my baby like nothing else) I was going to move back home because I just
Couldn't stick it anymore and we would do a long distance relationship (we had done it two years prior to me moving out) until my hubby would come over too. Well I fell pregnant and of course I had to stay even tho I wanted so badly to be with my mum and my sister at this time (my husband loves our baby but he wasn't ready to be a dad and so he was never enthusiastic about my pregnancy I felt as tho I went through the whole experience alone) my dear mum saved up all her money. She could to fly out once my baby was born and was so excited through out my oregnancy but I stayed here for my husband. Well now fast forward to the present day, my baby is 2mos and in just not happy st all I hate living here!! My husband works 12 hours a day (I'm grateful for his hard work) but he just accepted a new job which is more in his field of work which will require him to work 12 hours the same as he is niw, plus monthly trips - problem is because he's not actually qualified for the position ( his company are doing him a favor as my husband really wants this jobs) the pay is less meaning we have to love into my in laws! I just want to go home!! Iv considered just packing my bags and going but I don't want to take out baby away from him! He knows how I feel! I'm feeling really resentful towards him! I'm so lonely and just want my family 😭😭😭