I don't know how to feel. I feel like I'm a bad mother because I failed the test which means I'm obviously not eating as healthy as I should be. Now I have to go see a special doctor and go on a special diet which I will try my best to follow but I'm scared. Will my baby be born with diabetes? Or does it only stay with me and will I have it after I'm done with the pregnancy? I'm so lost and confused and I just wish this never would have happen