looking for support

Okay, don't get me wrong. After two losses, I'm thrilled to be having a healthy, normal pregnancy. But there are times, more recently the past week, that I've felt less excited about being pregnant. And the less I feel excited, the more I feel selfish. I've tried talking to my boyfriend about it, but he just doesn't get it. I'm not upset with him, I don't feel "tied down" or "stuck" as he puts it, I love him very much and am so happy to have him around. I just have times where I'm worried that I won't be a good mom, or that I won't be ready when the baby comes. Someone please tell me I'm not the only one that feels like this. 😩