Today ugh!
All of a sudden my husband feels the need to make a new Facebook, trying to be all sneaky but I saw it and asked him about it (mind you he is the one who convinced me that we should delete our previous accounts BC they cause too much drama and are bad for our relationship) his excuse for downloading it again was that he got bored while I was taking a nap ( haven't been sleeping well, currently 38 weeks pregnant with our son) Facebook has caused us relationship issues in the past before we were married BC of him talking\sexting with other girls and deleting messages so I couldn't read them when I asked who he was talking to but we moved past it and I forgave him, he's constantly telling me how he doesn't want or need any friends BC they just cause problems but all of a sudden today he wants to talk to all of his old friends which are bad news ( he used to be a drug addict but is sober now) he's also been glued to our phone all day ( we share a phone but he's hardly ever on it and never clings to it except for when he's doing something he's not supposed to be like when I caught him sexting other girls in the past) , I don't know what to think or do I've been crying and emotional all day BC something feels off (like when I had my suspicions in the past) he's just not acting like his normal self and when he noticed I was upset he went WAY outta his way to console me , I mean he will console me when I'm upset but this just felt too forced and fake like he was trying too hard like he feels guilty for something, but anyways he started to kiss me and then finger me after he got me to stop crying and it felt good so I went along with it until someone txted and all of a sudden he had to run to pee and he asks me threw the door of the bathroom if we could make love tomorrow instead of tonight and just as quick as it started our intimate time was over , I feel like something is up and he's being sneaky and now I'm laying here as he snores beside me questioning everything and driving myself nuts going back and forth with myself trying to figure out what he's up to and why all of a sudden today does he need a new Facebook that he's been content not having for two years? Sorry for the long rant I just needed to get this off my chest and don't have any friends to talk to ( he's pretty much isolated me from everyone) which I was fine with when he was doing the same to himself but now he has all of his old friends back and I have nobody to talk to.
Thanks for reading part of me feels like I'm over reacting BC I'm hormonal but idk I'm just so sad and lost right now
Update: Today he acted very weird towards the phone like he wanted nothing to do with it ( kept handing it to me and asking if i needed it like all day)and played dumb about the Facebook stuff like he didn't remember what happened yesterday and when I asked him how he didn't remember what had happened yesterday he said "I remember what happened yesterday (with a stupid smile on his face) let's just have a good day today" I shook my head and just let it go but I looked threw his Facebook and our phone but all activity was cleared so I didn't find anything, I caught him deleting recent phone calls off the phone log and looked over and asked if he was gonna just delete everything and he said he was just deleting bs numbers that we don't need? But when we woke up this morning he asked if we could have a romantic lovey day so stupid me gets all excited (BC that's how he normally is) and started feeling dumb for being upset last night but he barely touched me all day even the way he kissed me was different he's acting like he doesn't want to be around me while saying he does... I don't get it , I'm lost and confused I just want my normal husband back 😢
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