So I came home this weekend and spent time with my best friend, who is a senior in high school. The college she absolutely wants to go to next year is the other one that I almost picked in April. I know it sounds stupid but lately I've been thinking about the possibility of what it would be like to transfer to that college next year. Sure, I enjoy the classes at my school, but I love learning. In high school, I didn't really have friends, and I don't want college to be another repeat of high school. Spending time with my best friend this weekend and thinking of how it is going to be without her next year when she's off at school is really hurting me. I feel like if I had friends at school, it wouldn't be so bad. I'm just sick of being lonely and spending all of my time in my room. I'm sorry that this is all over the place. I'm just upset and have a lot on my mind. Any advice would be appreciated. Also just thank you for reading if you read all of this. I know I'm a mess and this situation is a mess haha.