Cesarean mommies - advice

Im not entirely sure what room to post this in so I'm just posting it here.....

I have an appointment with my OB in a couple days to see if it's okay for me to get pregnant again. I just had my daughter in January but she gained her angel wings after a month.

I had a cesarean where they cut my stomach horizontal on the outside and vertically on the inside.

My question is this: anyone who who has (or know someone who has) had a cesarean like the above gotten pregnant 9 months PP???

I've heard stories that say you can rip open the incision and bleed to death or cause harm to the baby.... I don't believe in abortion for myself so I don't want to get pregnant and have to make the decision to give up my life ( and possibly my child's) all bc I didn't want to wait.... I want a LO so badly, have for as long as I can remember.