Over it.

At this point I'm over being pregnant. This is my 3rd pregnancy but my boyfriends 2nd child (our 1st) and I didn't get to enjoy my first 2 pregnancies and with this pregnancy, I've been off & on happy. He hasn't really seemed that excited about our baby, hasn't posted about it, hasn't really mentioned it unless someone has asked.. But mind you with his first child (my step son from his ex wife), he posted all about him.. He seemed very happy. I haven't gotten ONE post from him & I'm now 30 weeks. I'm over it.. 😔 I guess that's the perks of being "2nd". In the beginning I was very excited to celebrate this pregnancy with the man that I absolutely love but lately it's been terrible. And his ex wife hasn't made it any better 😒 just bitter. I'm over it all.. I've decided to just not say anything for the rest of my pregnancy and do things on my own like shopping & preparing.