I need a friend/buddy to chat with and share thoughts who is going through the same thing

Mrs.W • TTC #1 for 2 years now! After having an ectopic pregnancy last year so I am hoping my rainbow baby comes this year🌈
I need a buddy who will understand what I'm going through and share thoughts. My friends don't understand how I feel because they have never gone through this and of course I'm that one friend who everything happens to!? I'm so mad at the world 🌎 it's so unfair and heartbreaking