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Really nervous about my baby shower . I'm not with the father but we are friends and I'm really shy and keep to myself. About 80 people will be there and I just know I won't have anybody to talk to the whole night. I have friends but not that close and there are really distant with me sometimes I regret inviting some. I'm just at a point right now where I don't want to talk to most of the people there and just wanna be alone like how I've always been. I'm going to a shelter in December when the baby is born and I just don't want to be bothered by people knowing my business. My family is weird and doesn't really support me and I hate how I gotta depend on some of them. I really don't know how to feel right now i need friends who I can be myself around.