a little bummed...

It's been a year since my mc. I keep seeing fb posts of little ones all dressed up in the cutest Halloween costumes (including a friend who's baby was due the same week as mine). An adorable little boy in a sparky the fire dog costume just came to my door trick or treating. My boyfriend is with his ex and their children trick or treating in town. I'm home alone. Thank goodness I have a sweet little fur baby puppy here to cuddle. But I wish I was at least trying to get pregnant again. :( sorry to be all negative tonight.