I want to feel pretty again.. ๐
It's been getting difficult lately...I can't keep up with things such as dressing up,...i just sit around in pjs, there's days I feel down,getting lazy about shaving,putting on the little makeup I usually wear, even feeling lazy to take a shower (ik gross ๐) I just don't know...I feel as though my S.O has lost interest in me as well. He does tell me I'm beautiful ect but tends to point out things like when I don't shave my legs. ๐ ๐ I feel our relationship is slightly strained because of how I' m carrying myself & I think he's also kind of worried about providing for our Baby (as I don't work right now) as well as my upcoming scan this Thursday (that's when we find out if everything's fine or if my positive blood test for down syndrome actually means something) .....๐ง also this might be more personal but he isn't interested in having sex since I got pregnant..like barely ever, one or twice a month..I told him yesterday that I barely go anywhere so I don't shave my legs and wear leggings a lot..it's not to the point where it's a jungle but prickly...๐๐I got annoyed and also wanted to say and it's not like I'm getting any so no one sees me naked. ..he has a problem with porn and that's usually what he chooses. I don't mind him watching porn but it does get to me that he'd rather do that than something with me, but of course he always does that when I'm not around..I just know because he's kind of a messy guy about it ๐๐ ...I wish it was different though.
My S.O suggested doing some online shopping, it's something I loved doing..and maybe a change in wardrobe would help. I don't like going out because I feel ugly and I see other women haha not pregnant, looking great ect...that just doesn't help much. My morning sickness has pretty much died down...occasional episodes of vomiting & I do feel nauseous more often though.
What kind of things do yall do to feel better? Anyone, advice or input...I would really appreciate it..
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