Eh. I can't help but feel...

That this month is going to be just the same as the rest, ending in a BFN. I'm only 7DPO but I'm already feeling like I'm more than likely out for this month. I think it's because I've had 7 months worth of BFN. So when I take a test I almost expect it to be negative. I'm not the only one who feels this way right ?