A couple of days ago, at 22 weeks,

I lost my two identical twins. Twin B had died around 18 weeks, but twin A was still alive and thriving when it came time to deliver. I had an ultrasound before they told me I was in labor and she was the healthiest and strongest baby. She was just squirming around in there, sucking her thumb, being the most energetic thing like she has been the entire pregnancy. She was alive when she was born and having to watch her lay there and just die was the worst thing I had to experience. I know this may sound crazy and I understand I need to give myself some time to grieve and get my self emotionally stable, but in your opinion, when would be the earliest and safest time to get pregnant again? I feel so out of place without my baby to hold. I know another baby won't replace her, but it'll be my baby. I don't want any negativity, I just want advice. They think baby B died from twin twin transfusion and just from her it made my water broke and I went into labor. They had me on bedrest, but it still happened. 😞 any advice would be greatly appreciated.