I've been having this over thinking problem since I've found out I was expecting. I'm 33wk and 5 days. And I'm still not 100% sure I want to be a mom in this moment of my life, I still feel like I need to live my life and not have the responsibility right now, I know some woman would not be sure if they didn't have support and I have all the support I could ask for and I'm thankful for that but at the same time it means nothing if I don't even want the child. I'm obviously passed the deadline to do an abortion and I have looked at information about adoption but thinking about adoption makes me sad because I think of a new person in the world not being with its true mommy (me) and also what i should do with all the gifts I gotten from my baby shower and other things I have purchased such as a crib, car seat etc, if I do give it up for adoption...I really need help, I know everything is up to me at the end of the day but I'm literally torn between the two
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