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I feel so horrible for a FTM (third trimester rn btw) In the beginning of my pregnancy I was stressed with the father but now we aren't together we are just friends so he doesn't stress me no more & and now I'm stressing over baby shower stuff I just gave up on it but now I kinda can't because I started it with my mom and she initiated it but doesn't tell me what's going on And it's next week and ppl keep asking me what's going on idk what to tell them so that is really stressful & today everything was going fine till I went off on this guy at some device store. I went out with my grandmother to find a house phone different from the one she has at home. The problem was we could not find an affordable specific battery for the phone she had at the house so she said she either wanted a house phone that doesn't require a battery or a different house phone that has a different battery that every store carries(she is old school) so when we went to the first store we saw on main st... I asked the guy if he had house phones and he said yes and showed us. Btw my grandmother doesn't speak English so I had to translate for her. So I asked him what type of battery comes with the phone and he showed us a battery that was different from the one we couldn't find anywhere which was perfect because he also sold the same batteries at his store. So if anything I would know where to by them and they were affordable too. So I asked if I can see the phone before buying it he said no we would have to purchase first and was kind of rushing us to buy it. Which I found annoying because I don't like ppl rushing me when it comes to spending money. So I was like fine ok because my grandmother told me she will take it. So after we gave him the money he opened the phone box for us and I saw that it was not the battery he pointed to us in the phone but the same battery we had a hard time finding for her previous phone. I was confused because he lied and said it was the one that he pointed out at first and he doesn't even have those batteries in his store. So I asked why did he lie about it and he shouldn't have been rushing me in the first place to buy the damn thing. He got fustrated and snatched the battery out my hand and threw the money at us on the counter and asked for his change back. I was shocked at how he suddenly reacted to us and got so heated!!!!!! 😡 I felt so disrespected! I just went off on him for a good two minutes and punched his display glass( it didn't break though) I'm 23 and I look 17 so he probably thought it was ok to disrespect me idk I was so maddd!! My grandmother was so confused and tried to calm me down and I got even more upset at the fact she didn't even see what that he was being disrespectful. She always wanna calm people down, I get it and I'm pregnant so she didn't want me stressing but I lost control 😭 I started crying after I was so mad and then I started feeling bad that I let a stranger get to me because I started to get strong Braxton hicks after that, that would not go away. I feel so bad I just wanna be happy and calm. I don't want nothing happening to the baby or me especially over some stupid guy!pregnancy is so hard. 🙁 I hope my baby is okay.