saddest day of my life

As i woke up today (the day of my first appointment with my doctor) i run to the bathroom and i have started bleeding (heavy) and i get really bad cramps so i wait and head over to my appointment with the doctors at which point i get excruciating cramps and chills and i start throwing up. They send us to the emergency room and long story short i am experiencing what they call a 'threatened abortion' which i think means an early miscarriage. My husband and i have been trying for a whole year now and we were so excited that finally we were going to be parents. I never thought we would experience this and i wouldnt wish it on my worse enemy.