He's back

I consider myself a strong person, but the man that broke me is back.

I dealt with this guy when I was 13 years old. I sent him a nude picture and he started blackmailing me. When I said no more pictures, he posted it on Facebook. I was under this guy's clutches for almost 2 years. I begged everyone around me for help and no one would help.. not even my parents.

This guy called me every name in the book. He threatned to beat me with a baseball bat, cut me, rape me, and kill me if I didn't kill myself first. I broke down and started cutting myself. I attempted suicide multiple times. I was terrified to walk outside. I couldn't have friends. I wasn't allowed to talk to anyone.

And he's back.

I can't mentally or emotionally go through that shit again. I thought I was over it, but I'm not. I won't ever be. Here I am, crying uncontrollably in the dark as I sit here at his message to me.

"Hi. How are you?"