So stupid I tested and got a BFN

I know it's to early today is 11/12 and AF is due 11/14 and to be honest I'm not really sure if I ovulated Sat, Sun or Mon! I inseminated on Thursday. I think I did to early but hoping I had the sperm that last at least 5 days in me. The weekends are the worst for TWW just rambling because I want to scream and lose my mind and I would usually have wine but being good!!!😩😩😩😩