sitting here drinking 🍷

JVR
We have been trying for 2 years for our second baby together... we had a miscarriage at the end of July. 
October was a good month... I've pulled back on temping and everything else and just keeping track of my period cuz otherwise I'd forget. 
I had a great dream where I saw my husband holding a baby boy and I felt positive ...
Until Aunt Flo came today. 
I just need to remind myself it's ok, maybe it'll happen maybe it won't, but it doesn't hurt any less😞