Post Partum hemorrhoids 😖😱

La
I delivered our stillborn, 28 week old baby on oct 21. I pushed nonstop for over an hour before they told me to stop and gave me pitocin to help naturally speed things along. I pushed for about 15 more minutes before lexie was born after several hours of "resting." 
Problem is I now have a huge hemorrhoid. It's so big I can feel it while walking or sitting (gross, I know). It doesn't hurt unless I wipe..I just know it's there. Any mamas have any advice for getting rid of hemorrhoids? I don't go back to the doctor until Dec 1.Â