Okay so I'm about 30 weeks now, and my pregnancy is coming to and end. Mainly my biggest issue is with my child's father, he has completely made this experience miserable for me. When I found out I was super excited about doing things like pictures with him, shower, and just cute pregnancy things. We literally did one picture, that I felt like I had to put all together which was the it's a girl at the beginning. I'm feeling so much regret.. I don't even want a baby shower, I feel like I'm going to be really depressed when it's over.. now we aren't together, and I'm just fed up with everything, and realizing A LOT. Well I'm wondering if anyone has any ideas, things I could do for myself to remember this pregnancy and have fun with it. I don't have a lot of good friends so it's really things I'd have to do alone.. ughhhh