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Sharon 33 | 👧🏽 👧🏽 11.20 & 11.22 • 𝙸𝙶: kenyandutchess
Hi. I come from Kenya. Am 25 yro with a bf that I really do not know/understand how I feel about him. Sometimes I feel so much in love. Sometimes I feel he's not the one. I feel perhaps am just afraid of being 'left out' and being single on my own. Most of my friends are married with kids at my age. My parents have been pressing asking about their future in law son. I personally feel I should take my time when it comes to decisions regarding choosing your life time partner. But then again Its getting to 30 years. Society will have a bad picture of me if am not taken by then. They will think I have a Problem. Advice?