Hi so I'm a nurse at my job and I have this realllllly huge crush on one of the doctors. I sound like a little kid right? He's so freaking handsome brownskin nice beard maybe 6'0 deep sexy voice.. I know I know.. it's all wrong because not only is he's my colleague but he's married!!! I've never had any relations with a married man because first off, it's not right.. secondly, I wouldn't want anyone lusting over my man.. (if I had one) but anyway, I've been trying to stop myself from drooling over this man but every time he speaks to me I can't help but blush and I think he's aware that I'm secretly in love with him because now Everytime he sees me he's smiling and speaking and sometimes when he see me alone he stops and hold a conversation.. maybe it's not as serious as I think but it means something to me.. I just want to stop crushing over this man!!!