I'm out!!! And heart broken.

After 55 days I finally got AF. My body played the worst and cruelest trick on me. But as God willed. I had every pregnancy symptom going. Even bagged myself IB yesterday that's how convinced I was. How wrong was I? Been bleeding all day and been cramping like crazy and I don't even cramp normally. It's definitely AF no doubting it. Wish it had come sooner I couldv been trying again by now. Absolutely heart broken. I was convinced I was pregnant. I feel like I got pregnant and lost baby how crazy is that when none of the sort happened. I'm never late for AF. I'm all cried out. My heart feels for all those who have been TTC for months.