I had a MC in August and another in October. I'm so beyond hurt and sad. My fiancé leaves Friday for his 400 day deployment. I should be happy. I have three amazing little boys. This was our last shot at another. I'm RH- and my doctor refuses to give me a Rhogam shot unless I'm 28w and give birth. I'm so mad at him! This could have been prevented for me. Please don't tell me to give it time. I have given it time. Lots of it. I'm just so lost. I feel like crawling into a hole and staying there.