Threesomes or nah?

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My experience:

When I turned fifteen, I got curious. I wanted to experiment with my sexuality and I wanted to be with a girl for the first time. So I made a MeetMe profile (dating site/hookup site/whatever you want to call it). I put that I was 18. I honestly have no idea why I did that. I don't know why I felt the need to lie about my age, but I did. I know it's wrong now. I know it's was illegal and I could've gotten people in trouble for lying about my age now. Back then, I had no idea what I was doing and the damage I could have caused.

A girl messaged me, told me she had a boyfriend and they would like to hang out with me. I agreed. She was 19 and he was 20. Later on, we all got into a relationship. I went into thinking she was the one who messaged me, wanted me, and that they were just boyfriend and girlfriend. Boy was I wrong. They both lied to me at every turn. To Bri, I was basically a sex toy there until she got bored. They were also engaged and thought she was pregnant. Bf also wanted to get me pregnant. He was verbally abusive and trying to manipulate me into getting pregnant. Me being 15, I didn't want that. I didn't want any part of babies or engagements.

Two months later, she got bored. I had a history of mental illness and self harming. She acted like she cared about me and didn't want me doing it. Well, she used that as an excuse to end things. I told her I self harmed the previous night. She flipped out, told me she couldn't handle me and I was out of control and might as well kill myself since I was putting her through "so much pain" and ended things. Our bf messaged me, tried to calm her down, she wasn't having it, but he said that she was fine with us being together. He lied. She was pissed. He ended things with me. About a week later, he found out that Bri cheated on him with a 40 year old and got the clap. He broke up with her, told me what happened while I was at school. He told me he was going to come get me from school. I could not leave since there was security everywhere. He got mad and told me I didn't love him, blah blah blah. Seriously manipulative shit. I told him he'd have to wait until I got home that afternoon because I was not leaving and told him no sex. He said he just wanted to talk.

He picked me up after I got home and got ready. We talked, he moped, then we did end up having sex. I was stupid, what can I say? He ended up telling me he was leaving for the army and whatnot (which was a lie because he was partially blind in one eye) and that this was the last time I'd see him. I was thinking to myself, thank Goddess. He dropped me off and I literally did not hear from them for six months. I forgot about them, moved on, didn't want anything to do with them. I blocked both of their numbers, their fb profiles, deleted my MeetMe, everything.

Well, one night while I was watching movies with a family friend I get a text from some number. I responded only to find out it was fucking Brianna. Once I found out, I told her I did not want to speak to her. She blew up my phone, called me, texted me because I wasn't responding. The jist of it was, she was sorry, she really did love me, she wanted me back, etc. I ended up answering her phone calls and we had a huge argument, I told her what a horrid bitch she was, and told her stick her apology up her old man's bum.

Later (not sure when exactly), my ex bf texted me when I was getting ready to travel, told me the same thing. I told him the very same thing I told Bri. I didn't want to speak to him. He called me, texted, and was trying to make me feel bad and manipulate me into getting back with him. I called him out on his shit, told him where to stick it and never heard from him since.

I honestly don't know what was real and what was a lie in that relationship. Now that I look back on it, I feel like it was all fake on all ends. Yes, I lied about my age and that was wrong. I think I lied about loving them, but they were dumb to believe it after a month of being together and they lied about it too. Even through all that, I was the most honest and was made to feel guilty for my feelings and my choices and things I couldn't control. They are 100% the reason I will never do a three way relationship or threesome again. You can't just have sex with people and not feel some type of way about them. I get attached too easily for that shit. As much as I hated them and wished I'd never met them, they taught me a lot about myself, liars, taught me to be smarter and not lie about my age because I almost got caught numerous times.

Sorry it was so long, guys. Just wanted to tell my story in hopes that others feel more comfortable to share because I love reading about other people's experiences. :) Hoping I won't get judged for my horny, teenaged, dumb ass little self, but what's done is done and people have a right to their opinion. Hope you enjoyed my story just as much as I'll enjoy yours! Have fun and be nice! 😃