so I'm going
To keep this anonymous because I just feel like that people are going to tell me I'm going to be a horrible mom...
I am 14 weeks away from giving birth to my son, and this constant fear keeps showing up every day.. I have seen many shows where this happens even though the parent doesn't mean to do it...
My worse fear is shaking my son to death...
This has always been a fear of mine even before I got pregnant.. and as the birth of my son gets closer my fear is more evident..
I have told my fears to two people so far.. one said I will probably do it... (didn't help one bit) and the other person (my mom) told me she thinks I should move in with her and my brother for a few months so I can get some help with the baby the first few months..
My husband is in the military, and won't always be home...
My fear is so real that I'm actually debating on actually moving in...
I've actually been debating on whether to seek help for it too...
I don't want to kill my son... I love him so much and even though he's not here he's my whole world already...
I've posted on here before and someone accused me of harming my son and that they couldn't even think of doing that to their child...
It's not like I WANT to think like this... it's a fear... a horrible one...
I just want to know if I'm alone in thinking this way... please try NOT to judge me...
@beef Never happened with a child before. Random worry.
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