I just want to quite

Ive been TTC since a year ago and i have had no luck since my miscarriege ): i feel sad because i seriously thought this month was my time w/ having a + OPK but my AF arrived 2 days ago . All my friends are pregnant and i dont feel jealous i just feel sad because i want to start a family . I just want to delete this app to stop TTC <\3 .its heartbreaking to bring my hopes up each month thinking something so false 😣 happy new years . God bless you