Stupid lady parts

AF is being a tricky b**** this go round. I started cramping a few days after glow predicted O (I thought: omg!! It's implantation!! Whoo hoo!!) Then cramps lightened up, but I continued to feel them..then a day before AF was supposed to show, I tested..bfn (😒) Now I'm 6 days late, having 'normal' menstrual cramps, moody, bloated, hungry, horny af. All my regular period symptoms are present, except for the actual period. I am 87% sure I'm not pregnant, but I'll test again in a week or so.

Now I'm wondering if I ovulated or not. I used opks but never got a positive, and I haven't been tracking bbt, or cervical position. If I didn't ovulate, will I next cycle? Wtf is up with the cramps?

I know everyone has an irregular period at some point, no matter how regular they normally are..it's just aggravating when I'm really hoping AF packs up and takes a vacation for..I don't know..at least 9 months, but everything in me is saying bfn and I know that my body is just playing with my head or vice versa.

Sorry for the long post. Thanks for reading my rant. I told hubby all this and he said, "Well, you're allowed to think whatever you want to about what you think your body is doing." ....Thanks for that nugget, hun. That was EXTREMELY helpful..