UPDATE

I really wanted to take the time to thank you all for the kind words. As my week off of work to heal is closing I can honestly say I feel (somewhat) better. It never gets easier after multiple losses however there is a sense of knowing what's to come. I've been talking to my therapist and family and have found a positive space after the storm. My amazing partner just said "hey, let's just book a trip for your birthday next month. Just the two of us." Looks like I'll be in Hawaii for the first time. It's the little things helping me get through it. Please continue to pray for me as I do for every single one of you. Thank you 💞