I wish...

Part of me wishes we were still trying rather than going through a miscarriage 😥 it's been such a rough year, with my dad dying in March and dealing with the estate. I got my bfp right around when we settled the estate, and I thought things were looking up. 10/26 my biggest fear came true. Baby was measuring 4 weeks behind, no heartbeat. 11/5 roughly 10:45, what should have been my first child, was born.

I don't know what was more difficult, ttc or waiting for my body to be ready again to ttc 😕😥😞