Is it just me?

Okay so I've been in a relationship for almost a whole year with my baby and boy, let me tell you my baby fever is real 😂😂😂 Like, every time I have a pregnancy scare im totally ready to just die because I know I am nowhere near ready to have any form of responsibility, much less a child, but having a little kid that's half me and half person I love sounds soooo beautiful. So on one hand it's 'hell fucking naw' and on the other hand it's like 'but babies are so cute ❤'