anyone else?

remember the first real guy who you gave it all to and had sex with, that pure trust and raw emotion? honesty i wanna know if you aren't with that same man or maybe you are and that's awesome, but for those who aren't do you still have a special type of "love" for that person when you see them or think about the past compared to the other men? do you still think of that guy every so often no matter how long it's been. obvi i'm not expecting you to say yes if your in relationship rn and it's better than that.