Long Distance Relationship
Okay- three weeks ago I met this guy on south beach. I got divorced at the being of this year and I have never been to SB even though I've lived in Miami almost my whole life. I'm sitting down staring at the Versace Mansion- there are these men guarding the door and honestly I just thought a celebrity could've been inside so I just watched. I knew it was unlikely but I did it anyway---Then I hear this voice "what are you looking at" so I tell him this story- he laughs at me and agrees it isn't likely and then sits next to me. He's from Germany- he was here on vacation and he just couldn't sleep that night. So he left his hotel to take a walk. We only met the last three days he was here. But we saw each other the next day after meeting... technically the same day because me met around 10pm and I ended up leaving the beach at 5am. It was like that every night. And on Sunday he spent the night (no sex- we did mess around though)... we are still talking and we've only had one phone call (two days ago) but he wanted to skype this weekend. And it doesn't feel like anything I've ever experienced before. I was in a bad relationship for 6 years and then I meet someone I just click with and he doesn't live here. I wanted to go to Germany (no lie) for grad school (it's free there) but now I don't want to feel like I'm forcing that for someone else. He acts serious about me and i think about him a lot--- what should I do. I know everything should be it's own shape but you can't help but comapre it to the past. But there hasn't been anything upsetting (Knock on Wood). I want to try but what if we never see each other again? What if the trying and pushing and love is basically for nothing? I don't want to think about my life and not at least see him one more time. I'm totally tragic.
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