AF showed up with better time tabling than the Swiss train system, Xmas came and went then to celebrate New Year. One sister in law is already pregnant with number two and the news from a far on 1st Jan my second sister in law is now also pregnant with number two. She has had a year of problems ovulating, in fact the first time she has positive ovulation with a change of drugs - bam pregnant. I'm happy for them all but didn't stop me crying most of New Year's Day. I just hope that my reaction in front of my wonderful and loving DH shows how much more effort we need to make. First month of fertility drugs and he's violently sick, I have to leave him and fly home from a weekend away on my own. Next month I'm away with work and I get back to DH all crooked due to throwing out a disc in his back. Then Xmas and fertility doctor is on leave. This month I've forbidden DH from doing anything that might involve bending over or twisting funny that and forced him to the doctors about his bouts of sickness. Not much I can do until the doctors back on Monday to see what happens next. Will be interesting as I'm still waiting for a call back from when I called them at the beginning of December. 2014 was clearly not the year. Just hoping 2015 will be a BFP.