38 weeks sucks

I'm literally... LITERALLY dying 😭 I don't know what to do. I know and I'm aware that pregnancy consists of 40 weeks & im thankful my body wants to and is able to carry a full term baby. But I'm teetering between a character from Trolls and the exorcist. Happy, Sad, Mad, Angry, Scared... I cannot cope. My anxiety is off the charts. I can't pop a pill. I can't have a drink. I can't poop. My stomach is on fire from being stretched. My crotch is throbbing like it got hit from a baseball bat. He kicks me in the rips and the hips. I have lighting pains in my cervix. Is it appropriate to fucking lose it? I need help.