The old me..

Im sorry this is on here but i have nobody to talk to...

3 years ago i used to be so happy full of joy full of happiness and i loved to spend time with all of my friends. Then I started having depression major anxiety and tried to kill myself 3 times. I found out i was pregnant after i had my daughter i went to the doctors and they sent me to my therapist who i have now, she confirmed i have schizophrenia and autism i want the old happy me back. Im only 15😩😩😩