In my tww first time using clomid wanna give up ttc #3

I know im lucky to have the boys I have Ive always wanted a lil girl since I was a small child I really really want a lil princess I feel ill never get! .My boys would love a sister as well but id be happy with whatever god would give me! I've been of and on trying for3 years for #3 with no lucky it breaks my heart I've always wanted a big family since I lost my mom at 9 years old! I feel like giving up like its not meant to be I don't want to sound greedy at all because I know I have 2 children where some of you have none at all desperately trying to have your first and maybe only child and I hope you do children are a major blessing! I know how hard it is to want something it seems you can have! Baby dust to all of you! But I think its time to give up after this its just not meant to be!