my life rn

Well I was for sure I was pregnant after missin my period. They we're going to change my bipolar medication if the blood test came back positive. It was negative which I though was so weird considering I thought I had implantation bleeding a week prior. Anyways I think it's a good thing ima make it through this year and the doctor says if everything goes right I can get off my medication and live a normal life. I'm not working rn but my fiancé is and he's getting promoted in a week or so. I think I'm going to stop being a woosie about driving because it gives me anxiety. And get on some type of birth control. I'm only 19 and haven't been back to school in two years  I think I'm going to go to school to be a networking tech should be like a year and I sometimes work with my fiancé and he's lead tech. Maybe save up for a much needed trip or so. After my rape and mental break I didn't see myself coming back but I think I'm finally there. Geeze.. it's been almost 4 years going down this road... I can feel myself coming back and I only can thank god for this. The moment I stepped back in church I'm getting emotionally and spirituality healed. Amen