He broke our engagment. I am so lost.

I had the best guy a girl could dream of. Handsome,funny,and kind. He treated me with great respect,and loved me fully.

I am a crazy bitch that fooled him. I hid my crazy for almost a year. Then silently it started coming out. Especially after we got engaged. We were over the moon thrilled,at first. Crazy in love.

I started having problems with his babymomma. Things got bad. And i mean bad. Ive done some things to her that are so mean. She talked him into dumping me, and he listened. I know its for the sake of his daughter. I expect him to chose her.

But I never meant to hurt them.

I am not only losing him,Im losing a step daughter. Man,i love that little girl.

I let the hate i had for this woman(i did have some reasons to dislike her,shes awful). But i let that hate suceed my love. I cant believe i did this. I am sick. Lost...unimaginable.

Ive had 2 breakups before (im 26)But nothing will compare. This man was the love of my life.

Im not sure I will go on . I dont think i can bear this loss. I am not strong enough.