He really made me look dumb. Fuck him

I'm 21 my boyfriend is 52 we have 2 kids together. Girl 3,boy that's 6months.

I ran away to be with him when I was 14,I took my parents through hell over this man,my mom and I don't talk and me and my sister's don't either. My cousin bff knew him first,she's a few years older than me. She said he was just an old trick,but he wasn't just a trick to me ,I really fell for him after all the rumors 😞 so the other day this young girl told me she knew him,they text all the time. She even said he helped her get her first apartment.

Of course I didn't believe her. Later that day I asked him did he know an 18 yr ol name kayla and he said no. Yes she is my neighbor 😤I saw her again and told her what he said. She said she just got her apartment last month,and that she been known him since she was 15 an they just had sex for the first time in February. She claimed she didn't know about me until last week when she saw him kiss me bye,she said he told he owned the building we stay in. Wow not true his brother own the building and I think he's helping her pay the rent and everything.

Im so Fucking pissed,and feel dumb. Everyone calls him a perv but i just laughed it off because I really thought I had a good man. Now i see he prey on every young girl that walk by him.

I help him with his other kids also. They call me mom even his 26 year old likes me. I'm so done. 😥😢

Sorry glow I'm pissed right now. How do I face my family now?my mom always said he wasn't to be trusted

Edit.

My mom wanted him locked up bad when she found out,i told her I had stopped dealing with him. I was lying i will sneak and be with him. When I turned 18 I moved in with him because our daughter was already a few months old. I see now it was wrong and i was very dumb. 😞like ill said I was young and thought I was in love and I thought older man were great man. I thought wrong. He took my virginity when I was 16. Yes i made a mistake i'm only human. Live and learn. He took my childhood now i see that😥thanks for the advice. When we first met he told me he was 30 which is still to old but I didn't care. Dam i wish i did care then and maybe I wouldn't be in this bs