A word of encouragement from my best friend

Life will never be the same u lost a part of u that makes u somebody different a child makes u a mother and makes u know love in a totally unselfish way and u lost that u never got the chance to give him a the best part of u outside the womb but he came here to teach u that u could love someone without even knowing them he came to give u a small piece of heaven even if only for a few months he made u feel like love that u didn't know u had in u yes u all didn't get to bond outside ur body but u got to bond with his kicks with u feeling him moving with u talking to him but now u have a moment in time that u have to hold on to for a lifetime maybe it won't be the way u imagined but it was more than some people every get even though it hurts to think that way. When he came out he was prefect prefect face perfect feet and little hands in that time u created the best of u but now u have to everyday say I loved someone more than me and say I am a mother even though he isn't here he was and he was prefect and no one can ever take that from you so when u go through the day know ur perfect angel is watching. But when the days go by and it hurts a. Little less and it makes u cry a little less you will have grown from the worst pain u have ever felt in ur life