still disappointed with the gender

So I found out at 16 weeks we were having a little boy. Was confirmed at our 20 weeks scan and again at 26 weeks at our 4D scan. I love my baby all the world and I'm so grateful and blessed to be carrying such a healthy baby boy but sometimes when I see my friends and friends of friends announcing they're having girls whether it's for the first or second time I still feel jealous that they're getting the girl I always wanted. 
Will this feeling ever go away? I feel so guilty that I feel this way towards my baby. 
Like I said I love him more than anything he's given me a reason to live and a reason to be happy. 
Please tell me I'm not the only one feeling like this. I'm 30 weeks pregnant and I'm scared it won't go away 😭