I lost my baby at 23 weeks

Yesterday was the hardest day I've ever experienced. Odin Paul Wigginton was born 11/13/2016 at 4:15 pm weighing only 1 pound 3 ounces. Unfortunately he didn't make it.  He was and is the most beautiful thing I've ever laid my eyes on. I was only 23 weeks pregnant. We don't know what caused the only thing they can think of is my cervixs thined out. I had just seen him 2 weeks ago and felt him kic 2 days ago. I can't understand why me? I ask if you could please pray for my boyfriend and I that would mean so much to me. I never thought at 20 years old I would give broth to my son and not to be able to bring him home. I'm still in so much shock and would wish ths apon my worst enemy