first day of period. cramps advice?

Okay so I know cramps are normal. But I'm due my period tomorrow and I'm literally scared to get it. Ever since I started my period almost 5 years ago. The first 2 days of my cycle have literally been unbearable.
I can't get out of bed I'm in that much pain. I literally lie in bed crying and hyperventilating. No pain medication seems to work. Or hot water bottles, baths, exsercise, bananas, nothing. And believe me I have tried everything I can think of.
Can someone please help me. I even went in the pill for a few months last year even though I'm completely against it. 
There must be something I can do. I can't bare this anymore. 😭