Life's out to get me.

My life has never been "easy" but I always kept my head up and stayed grateful and hopeful every day. But lately it's like nothing is working at all. No place to live anymore no place to work no car I have nothing to my name. I tried so hard and I try hard every day but something shitty just has to come fuck my life up every single time I think something is going for me. Idk what to do besides live at a homeless shelter if I can even get there or house hop to whoever will let me stay with them, which is the fucking worst because that's what I've had to do as a kid as well. I know people have it so much worse and I feel bad for acting like this but today is just hard and I needed to rant..